Onward and Upward

I'm feeling like myself again. I've been feeling pretty good, all things considered. Zach is finally out of here. He's been out, but I think the spirit of him is gone as well. There are a few random knick knacks here and there, but I don't notice. I am LOVING this freedom, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted. I will ALWAYS care about him. We went through some difficult things together but at the end of the day, we couldn't hold ourselves together. But that's alright. Everything really does happen for a reason, and all I can do is look forward.

I've been doing some more photography, slowly but surely. I still haven't had any more paying jobs, but I've been getting myself out there more, by doing pictures for different people! It's been a lot of fun, and I'm reconnecting with people I haven't had contact since my high school days. Friends have also been coming over a lot, which has helped. It's nice to know they can drop over unannounced and I'm not going to be in trouble for letting them hang out a while. This is how life should be...easy and laid back.

Work has been...different. With the passing of I-164, we are closing down. They have already given my one of my coworkers her last day notice. I have been looking for another job, but it's scary! I want to find a new job because I WANT one, not because I'm being forced out of my other one. I could be gone any day. I don't have any weekdays off for a while, so I've been doing a lot of looking around online. It's nerve wracking, but I won't let it get me down.